It's the light.

I love the space between Dec 22 and late March. I love thinking of it not by its calendar symbols and traditional time markings or what the weather is up to, but as this time when the light gets better, gains quality. It's the angle or something. Not so dreary. Makes me not mind the cold, knowing winter's days are numbered. It marks the slog towards mud season, the slippery slope towards Spring.

Today, on almost the western calendar New Year, I remembered this picture taken 6 months ago while at the SD Comic Con. My sister, her daughter Joy & I wanted to escape to put my toes in the Pacific Ocean. On the way there, we couldn't resist a stopover at the Coronado Hotel, an elegant, historic tourist destination. This image is from the lobby.

S-eye-multaneously

Last night the eclipsing moon drama unfolded behind the snowy Cincinnati cloud cover. :( Although the snow was pretty. Gosh this year I feel like I'm living back in snowy Syracuse (Graduate School 1981 - 83). Inspirational for drawing. Many many snows already. A lot of work done. I love it.

Russet moon and eye. At 3 a.m., I discovered a weird blood clot in the corner of my left eye. I think since it happened on Solstice, the simultaneous confluence of all these factors means something. But WHAT????!!!!

Or not. The doctor said while it looked bloody awful, my eye would improve slowly. Medical drawing on the left. I'll spare you an actual picture. 'Ease up on the eye strain,' says he. Hello, Doc. That's whut comics is. So there you have it. Another stupid workplace related consequence of doing a graphic novel. Working so hard my eyeballs are bleeding!

Sketch to Art

This is an example of how a page looks before it becomes final art. I work on tracing paper first because of the tooth. I like the feel of it. I found a giant stack at a thrift store years ago, so it's the good old kind.

Then I transfer it over to the 1ply plate Strathmore paper and then ink it.

It's always kinda sad, inking over the pencils. But with the way technology has changed, I might be able to do a pencil only book someday.

Both images ©Tyler, 2010

A Stay

As happens sometimes.

My crown had come off the other night while listening to Paul McCartney sing JET on Saturday Night Live. Tell me why this happened, Sir Paul! Was it because of Jet? Out of all the songs in your entire awesome catalog of music, why did you pick that one?

Or was it because, driven by nostalgia, I was chomping popcorn. -- oops! FAIL. Well, I wasn't really chomping. I am careful how I eat crunchy things because of concerns over that iffy crown. This was the third time it's come off and so I was just kind of letting the popcorn melt in my mouth before spitting out the kernels. A goofy way to eat.

I wasn't going to be able to get to the dentist until Tuesday, due to the weekend/snowstorm/arctic blast. I went into full-blown catastrophe thinking about this tooth. What if I loose it completely???!!! What are the alternatives to a crown over a root canal? According to my 24 hour a day friend, the internet: a bridge (won't work because of compromised, neighboring teeth) an implant (way too expensive) and a partial, aka stage one of getting false teeth (think dominoes). All treatment options signaled another affront upon what's left of youth on my face!

It didn't seem fair. I brush & floss twice a day. I don't eat crap (well, I do like cookies and ice cream). In general, I'm a very healthy eater. What is there to all this prevention if I'm just a denture, walkin'.

Finally, I decided I wasn't going to spend 3 days with my mind in such a woeful state. What could I accomplish despite this?

First, I completed 'The X-Mas Tale' for YNK Book III, aiming toward perfection. I might look like a toothless hag, but my work wasn't going to look that way.

Then I worked on my 10,000 thank yous project. My sister and I wanted to show appreciation to our parents on their 67th wedding anniversary. I suggested we string 10,000 cheerios to show just how much. I'm doing 5K, she's doing 5K. Wooh, was a job! Guess how many boxes of cheerios I've gone through? I did this while watching my one TV weakness, Lark Rise to Candleford, a Nineteenth Century British soap opera that I've seen 10,000 times, but it brings great comfort. Wonder how the string theory is going for my sister.

The weather man said Sunday night that the storm was moving out and it would clear up. 'If you look straight up on Monday, you will see quite a meteor shower.' Actually, he began with a call out to 'insomniacs, 3rd shifters, night haulers, musicians after a gig, new parents and anyone else who's up during the night willing to brave the 4 degree temperatures-- you folks have a chance for a real treat.' That was nice, to be personally invited to the party.

So, I was out there at 4 A.M., bundled up in my down coat with a wool babooshka, boots and a blanket, with a hole in my face looking up beyond cold to the JET black sky. Serious brittle, cracking sounds occasionally. Complete awareness of the risk if I were to fall on the ice out here alone. Whatever stopped up my nose earlier has now disappated. Realizing that exactly a year ago, this very night I was in the hospital, recovering from major abdominal surgery, the outcome of which was at that time uncertain. Grateful for a happy ending on that.

He wasn't kidding about the shooting stars -- t'was a sky riot! Need to make a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now. So many wish opportunities. I covered everything, my family, the world, you, me, the tooth. Health, wealth and happiness all around. 10,000 wishes. Wishing for the impossible. Wishing for the good probables to really happen. Wishing more people would buy/read Book II.

Today, my nephew's wife Jenny lent some good advice by email, which gave me hope. Thanks for that.
At the dentist appointment, I wasn't about to project my fear and uncertainty. I let my friend do his job. He was able to reattach the crown, no problem, although instinctively I believe this is my last chance with this tooth. I feel I was given a Stay.

Am resolved to change my chewing habits forever now. And will let Paul's JET, whenever I hear it, serve as my reminder.

Doggie See

Can't see in darkness or even low light. Such is the word from Baby's veterinarian. Canine cataracts. So I stopped at a store and got her a headlamp to wear around her neck. Seems to work just fine.

When I heard of Lennon passing.

I was 29 years old, living alone in Knoxville Tennessee in a funky apartment. You know the kind, when someone takes a big old drafty house and chops it up into apartments – architecturally and feng shui-wise, it was all out of sorts. I was in my "living" room, which was really the old dining room. The central motif was this diamond shaped piece of frosted plexiglass in place of where at one time the probably beautiful stained glass window used to be. The thing was stupid looking, but I incorporated its stark diamond shape into my latest drawings.

I was broke, out of school and working part-time at a small bookstore, located in the last little half-vacant strip mall before the highway. It’s no wonder that during this time, I also developed the inability to fall asleep easily, a pattern that’s never left me.

The drawings were simple abstractions based on suggestive shapes, done with India Ink on opened paper bags and cardboard. Seriously I was beyond having no money during this time, but had just saved up enough to get 3 pints of latex house paint in goof colors: off white, blue and red-pinkish.  After Thanksgiving, I began a new series of paintings exploring shapes with these new colors.

Early December, what ‘emerged’ was a solid blue shape with this pink skin sheath thinly splayed out over it. I knew the blue was something having to do with a Man. But the pink: I kept thinking, it looks like (I know this is weird) a heart that’s exploded.

You know where this is going. On December 8, the moment I heard what happened to John, my favorite Beatle, it was super chilling because of that painting. How could I have picked up what was coming?

That night, my stupid apartment seemed lonelier than ever, so I went out in search of others to commiserate with. Which felt even more awkward since I wasn’t a bar maven nor did I belong to a church or a club. So it was come home to the idiotic diamond window and cry, cry, cry. Call my mother who didn’t quite understand. Cry, cry, cry. Cry all night for days, no sleep.

Ron Santo, Summer Boy

Sad news today about the passing of Cubs Third Baseman Ron Santo. He is one of my all time baseball heroes and I'll tell you why. Not only was he a fixture of the game when I was young and got started watching and playing baseball back in the 1960s, but also because of what he did for me this summer.

Jump back for a moment now to June 2010. Dad's garage in Indiana. Too spectacular of a day to be indoors. Couldn't get Dad motivated to get out of his recliner. Yes he's 91, but he's usually busy making stuff. So I tried to think of something to get a workshop party started. 'How 'bout a wooden spoon? How hard could it be?  How 'bout I carve a spoon out of this sweet block of cherry, or is it walnut? Walnut. And I'll listen to the radio while carving.' Dad had it set to WGN.

So there I was in flat, green, farmlandy Indiana with all the doors and windows open to a perfect early summer breeze when in blew my old buddy Ron Santo. Announcing the game from 'Chi-cog-oh, home of the Cubbies, live from the Friendly Confines' -- not far from where I was born & raised. The tembre and syncopation in his voice took me back to my roots at Wrigley. "Oh fer cryin' out loud, that's just . . . uuuuuuuhhhhhhh Gaaaaad that's just a bad play all around. Wake up fellas. J--   uuuuuuuhhhhhhh."

It was a Reds vs. Cubs series. Here's the situation:

I live in Cincinnati these days. However, over the years, which team to root for had been a no brainer: the Cubs. Duh. But I wasn't a fan enough to go to games again or even stay tuned past the Weather report. Sticker on the pick-up, that's all. But on this day, Ron astutely pointed out in his inimitable radio way that the Reds were looking pretty sharp and that they could go all the way this season (they went on to win the NL Central). I loved how, despite his obvious loyalty to the Cubs, he became a fan of the electricity Cinci was generating. I started to feel kinda proud of the Reds.

The way he talked about the players and what was going on with each at-bat, the little details from a guy who's been there, who KNOWS fer Chrissakes -- completely the  Chicago of my youth. What a treasure to be there in Dad's classic, funky woodshop making spoons with Ron Santo!

Thank you, Ron. You scooped me back onto the Diamond and into loving baseball again. Since that weekend, I'm back to radio listening, reading the sports pages, going to games (this past year I've attended many UC Bearcat games and 2 games at Great American Ballpark). And also started this blog.

Everyone likes the spoons so much, I've decided to make more this summer. While listening to baseball, of course. From now on, I'm gonna call them my "Santo Spoons".

Homing Device

My sister and I found this hat for Mom on a recent thrift store outing. Here she is modeling it in the chair where she spends most of her day. Let me point out a few things: her wedding picture on the wall (67 years ago), copy of Late Bloomer, Dad's sailboat he made in the 1920s (as depicted in YNK Book I), her carts, the chair in a tilt-up position (forgets to put it down), tin-foil on the lampshade (put there to keep glare off the TV), her bra-less comfort shirt, Jesus & Mary wall plaques and the last bouquet of geraniums from the yard. Also, note the athletic shoes, never laced and never worn with socks either. ? OK. She's 91! I love this woman.

Wags-heimers

My good old friend Baby, 15 yrs old, is starting to show signs of doggie dementia, or as I call it wags-heimers. The latest episode: eating styrofoam, thinking it's food. So far, Baby's been O.K. considering she's already deaf and half-blind. I watch her closely, doing everything possible to keep her comfortable and happy.

You know how dogs have that guiding purpose that's awesome. Sometimes I believe she's hanging around until I complete the YNK trilogy.

There are times when she'll lay there like a bag of bones. Then I'll open the door and she'll leap over the steps and run around the yard like a puppy -- which usually is followed by a period of immobility. The most pitiful part: when she looks up at me and says, "Finish your book, Carol, please. I'm tired."

Birthday menu

Forgot to mention what was on the menu: Organic home-grown carrots. They taste remarkably better.

Shown here: the bunch itself, right after yanking them out of the garden. When I do this I think maybe it's not all lies.

Another one blew in

Batter up.

This week I will be a visiting artist at the Center for Cartoon Studies up in Vermont. Not sure exactly how it will go with the kids. I never can tell with students if I'm hitting the mark (based on their TM thumb swinging activity!)
My approach: 1950s Catholic school values mixed in with the Underground Comix ethos. Hope they're not disappointed.

Lacemaker

At the San Diego Comic Con, special guests were given a table in Artists Alley. Unfortunately, because I had to be at the other end of the convention hall most of the time, I rarely had time to sit there. But I did scout the perimeter of the enormous facility and found enough blooming things to make a bouquet for the table. Had to pluck by stealth, but truthfully speaking, my crime was committed in plain sight. You see, the fact is, nobody notices a middle-aged woman working over a planter box.
So here is a picture of the delight, a cluster of living California color. Very similar to the varieties in  my garden in Ohio.
I guess I was at the table long enough to cross-hatch the shadow below it on the plastic table covering with Sharpies they provided. This was taken a day later. You can see that the table had moved slightly.

Honoring Veterans

Welcome Home Veterans and thank you for your service.

The picture below is Dad & Mom (with scrunchy smile) at the 33rd Division Reunion in Peoria a few years ago.



Here's a little video made by the American Legion about my book and the class project I do for Veterans every year at Univ. of Cincinnati DAAP School of Art.
(I know it labels me as a student but I am actually the Professor. )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t61-WpS6aYE

Strath-angst

Strathmore 500 series Plate has been forever the go-to paper for cartooning. However, lately, I have had so many problems with the finish not acting consistently 'plate' (smooth). What happens is, I spend a bunch of hours with layout and penciling and then when I go to ink it, the paper absorbs too much in places and feathers out the lines.

At first I thought it was a bad batch, but now a new shipment has come in and it's doing it again.

!!!!!!!!!!

Blogging, battlefield style

Carol Tyler Interview

Nice interview by Rina Ayuyang and Dann Zettwoch. We talked about making comics, lawn ducks and other things.

http://comixclaptrap.podomatic.com/entry/2010-11-01T08_59_48-07_00

The Bardo Revisits

My good friend Rose just called. Her son-in-law, Curtis, just passed away from complications from hernia surgery. I ran down to her house and she cried so hard, she stuck a washcloth in her mouth so she could scream.

The bardo revisits. Tibetan Buddhists believe that the bardo state lasts for 49 days after a person dies. The bardo is this kind of no man's land where the soul/spirit goes to encounter challenges of all kind. The goal on the other side is positive rebirth.

Rose had prayed for years that Curty would find Jesus and convert away from that Buddhism stuff. Not too many African Americans are Buddhists, but when I met Curtis, I guessed it and we instantly struck up a friendship over pumpkin pie during Thanksgiving.

Now the family has plans about his burial. None of my business really. Church services and all that. I got a funny look when I suggested that maybe Monks come by to chant. It reminded me that I should write down somewhere that when I go, I want monks to chant.

I'm not Tibetan, but I do believe much of what the Buddhist Tradition has to offer. And listening to chanting brings comfort more than anything.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbE5HtqU7us

Live from the Contemporary Arts Center

I will be displaying original pages and signing books this Saturday from 2 - 4 at the Contemporary Arts Center in Cincinnati. Thanks to Aaron for putting this together.

http://contemporaryartscenter.org/civicrm/event/info?reset=1&id=45

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=110831448981035&ref=ts

COME VISIT!!!

A detail from YNK Book II

Her Chocolate Opera Cake - almost

My sister Ginia is here visiting and October is her birthday month. (My sister often shows up cameo style in my comics.) So I got her one of those exquisite and expensive Chocolate Opera cakes from a local awesome bakery. Made with liquor and worth about 1000 calories from heaven with each bite!

I know this one says Terry. This is not my sister's cake. My camera isn't transferring pictures right, so here is a picture of the cake off the web -- followed by a picture of her from my files of an insanely fun cake I made her a few years ago.You have to put the two together in your mind. Only add one person abstaining from the ice cream, two men ready for generous slices and three dieters wanting 'half that size'. Also, three dogs begging.

Sorry. Hopefully the camera will be working again soon. And I added my daughter's opera cake from May. I guess we like this kind for birthdays around here.

Don Donahue

Sad to hear the news about Don Donahue's passing. Prostate cancer stopped him. But in the beginning of the underground comix movement, Don was there to help kick-start the party. That I've come to know.

I wasn't around back then. I met him later, in the 1980s, through my association with San Francisco & the Bay Area comics scene, Weirdo, Ron Turner, Aline and Robert C. I always found him to be soft-spoken and attentive. A really nice guy.

I got to know him more through Dori Seda. And when she passed away, Don was  . . . well I can tell you that it was so very tough on him -- he was so sad. We all were. And here I am this evening back in that same place with sad thoughts of Don & (I can't help it) Dori.

Rest-in-peace, Don Donahue. Thanks for your contributions.

Will Eisner Video

Yesterday I played a video documentary about Will Eisner for my students. This was the official video that they were giving out at the Awards dinner at the San Diego Comics Con, 2010. It's one more reason why students believe me when I say that pen-dipping is a noble trade.
I highly recommend it. Everyone doing/loving/learning about comics should watch it and then go spend time with Will's work. Then you will understand why they call it the "Eisner" Awards.

Name of Documentary: Will Eisner: Portrait of a Sequential Artist.

Dad's Official Army Photo

Dad in 1942. Age 23.

Attention Trainiacs! Cinci has a train museum!

Stumbled upon this last night when driving through Latonia, Kentucky. Didn't know it existed. I'm a 'Trainiac' from way back, so this is exciting.

http://cincirailmuseum.org/

She scores!

Thrift Store scores of the week

Hooray for Publisher's Weekly

YNK II gets a Starred Review

You'll Never Know: A Graphic Memoir--Book Two: Collateral Damage
Carol Tyler, Fantagraphics, $29.99 (104p) ISBN 978-1-60699-418-4
In the first volume of Tyler's planned trilogy of graphic memoirs, she dug into the eruptive, violent memories of her father's WWII experiences while simultaneously dealing with a husband who decided to go find himself and leave her with a daughter to raise. This second volume is no less rich and overwhelming. Tyler gets back to the business of detailing her father's war stories--difficult given that he is "one of those guys who closed it off and never talked about it"--as well as coming to terms with her already touchy parents' increasingly ornery attitudes. Closing the circle somewhat is Tyler's concern over her daughter's troubled nature, which seems to mirror her own wild past. While the language of Chicago-raised and Cincinnati-based Tyler has a winningly self-deprecating Midwestern spareness to it, her art is a lavishly prepared kaleidoscope of watercolors and finely etched drawings, all composed to look like the greatest family photo album of all time. The story's honest self-revelations and humane evocations of family dramas are tremendously moving. Tyler's book could well leave readers simultaneously eager to see the third volume, but also nervous about the traumas, home front and war front, that it might contain. 

Tools of the Trade

Pencil Pusher

As for the discussion about pencils:

I like a point. Mechanical leads have edges. Don't like. Besides, 20 years ago, R. Crumb told me to get over pencil preciousness. So I use yellow pencils. But I do have a slight preciousness preference:  I prefer Ticonderoga Soft 1.5.

I bought 5 boxes (12 in a box) and sharpened them up all at once. Put them in a big cup, point up. When they get dull, I put them back in the cup face down until I need to sharpen them all again. On a classic hand cranker by Chicago.

I got into the cup method from when I taught First Grade. To eliminate that constant 'he took my pencil' bickering and/or 'Look-at-me-I'm-out-of-my-seat-to-go-to-the-sharpener' drama, on a little table in the center of the room, I provided a cup of fresh, newly pointed pencils every morning. Then when they broke the leads or they wore them down, in the cup face down.

pit & chips

It's a crisp, sunny fall afternoon. I walked 2 miles to the college where I teach a class. I'm feeling kinda 'I wish I could lay down and take a nap' while waiting for the slow elevator. Doors open. There in a strapless dress and cowboy boots staring straight forward is this young woman deliberately chomping on a bag of chips. Miss 'dirty blond, off-center haircut, ignoring/scowling/barely tolerating me with that wicked lanyard key chain around her neck' and I ride up to the 6th floor -- chomp, chomp, chomp (attitude, attitude) chomp. Written all over her aura: 'F*ing why they let these old people in here.'

Honey you made my day!!

Shrink This!

"You'll Never Know" was mentioned in an article in Psychology Today.

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-literary-life/201010/going-graphic

Nice Interview

Thanks to Aiesha Little for the awesomely fabulous interview:
http://fangirlsdelight.wordpress.com/

Two dogs on the summer front porch

Come visit as often as you like!

OK friends. You are invited to come sit on my screened in porch. This is my new blog. I am slipping out of the overcrowded classroom/gymnasium (Facebook) into this lovely, quieter space.
I'm not technically proficient even with blogger, so have patience while I improve.